hellooooo doodies!

doesnt it stinks, whenever u finish a exam paper, and after awhile, after realisin u have done finish the paper, u get mix feelings bout it, feelings like, u felt da paper was easy, but yet, u are worried for it. scared that u might screw it up. complicated feelings? yea i know,tell me bout it, it happens to me all da bloooooody time.. u could say its da lack of confidence of i have of myself.. yup..

thanks soo much to da ernest wong workshoop. ha. geez.....

anyway!

i just couldnt tell when to laugh or not when to. my bad jeffery! i thot it was a joke from her tone. like a sarcatisc joke! "/ but hey, at least there werent anymore silence anymore, well, just for awhile i guess. haha.

my bad again yea. :D

soo, today.

had my math mock paper 2 today, no comments, as i might just eat ma words, and swallow my pride. "/

went to gym after daat, hoooooly mama!

has ma body gooooooone shaaaaaagggggyy?!

HELL YEEEEA!

OMFG!

ARGH!

i just knew i had to continue workin on it....

no pain noooo gaaaaain!

dig dat!

*pump pump pump pump pump those stuff baaaaby!*

i could just hear those muscles callin out for me! shoutin out to me that they wanna expose to themselves to those chicks! hahahahaha!

do those flashy camera poses!

*click click click*

im workin on it!

xD

headed down to HV BK after that, to meet kerri and hit da boooks,

and u could imagine!

my brains were tellin me!

"LAM! even if u got da booody! no chicks want a dumb ass dude as their boyfriend! we gotta work together man! u and me! plus our body! we WILL BE A BOMB! if we really work together, imagine! da charisma u have, da intelligence, and da physical factor! LOOK AT U! even u wanna be in a relationship wit yurself!"

oookay, da startin part, got me inspired, but da endin.. naaarh, it would be sooo wrong.. "/

soo yea, studied chem and chem. it hell takes a lot of brain juice to abosrb it all...... brrragh!

once my brain has aborsb as much as it could, we walk ard hv for awhile.. and yea, i just headed home, while on da way home, i decided, i shld go for a run. it has been awhile, i haven been maintain my stamina, so, i decided to start again, since its da holidays, could slp longer, well, just a couple more of hrs, dats all.

so yea.

drop ma bag when i got home.. sat in front of da fan, close ma eyes, and imagine dat i was doin those camera poses magazines!

hahahaha!

so yea. after much of dreamin, i headed out.

and here!

this is where da adventure of knowledge begins!

it feels good runnin wit high tempo beats blastin in yur eyes, its like nothin but u and da music! dats all

listenin to slipknot live music!

u hear da crowd, and u get goosebumps everywhere! i could imagine myself in their concert, sad sad sad, i miss theirs last yr.

plus joey drum solos! maaaaan! its just increases yur tempo!

those sick guitar solos. boy or boy....

headbangin to those music while runnin!

i know its a crazy sight! but i was enjoyin it man!

couldnt care less who was watchin me! just me and ma headbangin music! while runnin!

so yea, as i was runnin, i started to come up wit a conculsion,

regardin runnin and studies together, they link together!

wow! yes lam!

anyway.

as i was runnin, it was a loong journey btw. so, i was runnin at a crowded place, like where ppl would jog, for me, as i run, i must look at somethin like far away, and try to catch up to dat somethin. its like, i need somethin to guide me to finish da journey. even i dont set my eyes onto somethin, its impossible for me to push myself to get wad i want..

and now, comparin it to studies.

i need someone by my side, to actually guide me thru till my O levels finish, if dere isnt anyone to guide me, i would prolly drop half way and give up. and not finish wad i started ooon.

back to runnin.

as i was sayin, i was runnin wit headbangin music. even thou, it increases my tempo of speed and maintain it. dere is just a period of silence to calm me dooown. to just relax myself. while i m runnin.. its like, yur body is tellin u to stop runnin, it needs to rest. and the music is like, "HELL NOO LAAM! u NEED TO F**kin continue till its done" but i knew da music was evil, dont ask me why, so i took it off. and i just continue runnin, without da music, listen to da environment. and listen to those evil headbangin again!

just like studies!

i listen to music as i study, but when i meet a problem dat i cant solve, and the music is distractin me. i would just take out the ear phones and do my work in silence till i solve it!

and put da ear phones back again, and continue wit my work.

runnin agaain.

when dere is a need to rest and recharge yurself, its a must, never push yur body to da limits. dere is a certain limit yur body can endure, once u are over it, u are done for, u will be meetin da late steve irwin.

studies.

mind and da body works together, if u need a rest in studyin, take it, yur brain doesnt work 24/7 wit the books.. yur brain may be like a sponge, abosrbin everythin, but, it cant abosrb all!

if u do, dats it, u gone kuku!

always take a break, recharge yurself, calm yurself and continue!

and dere u are! almost at da end of da journey! u could hear yur body cryin out for victory! take off my earphones, and just dash all da way back home! couldnt care less much bout wad ppl say u, they mean nothin! concentration and determination gets u to where ever u want, wadeva u need.

studies.

its almost da end, Os are comin, u need concentration, u wont want any noise to distract yur concentration. u wanna give it all yur best. it may be tough, as u have used all da energy in da startin, and not much left for da endin. u aint got a choice!

victory will smell sweet after all da pain u have gone thru.

:D

and u got all da comfort u need, to ease da pain u have gone thru.

think bout it mates!

gotta head out now!

determintion and endurance its da name of da game u are facing with,

dont let it play u, U OWN THEM DAMMIT! play da hell of it!

HELL YEEAA!